Frankly , Im that girl who doesnt curse nor use vulgar words , i respect people and most of all i respect their feelings . I would consider myself in their position everytime before making a decision that would hurt their emotions and would do anything to make them happy even if i need to put my feelings aside , yes i would but sadly im not that girl anymore . I changed . Yes, pain changed me. I realised that no matter how good you are , youll still get hurt anyway . Do you know what it feels like to be called ugly? To be compared with others? What it feels like being in a relationship with the only person you trust,who gives you false promises? Lies? False hope? And that person who comes back with second chance and screw things up? What it feels like being told that they never actually did love you? How it feels like being judge, used ,backstab or even stepped on? What it feels like losing the only person who you could share anything with because that same person will never come back again? What it feels like crying to sleep every night ? Self-harming ?Thinking that you have no one who would understand you? Including your parents and friends ? Friends who are no longer your friends ? People who call you using vulgar words? People who wish you were dead ? People who spread rumors about you and people who spoil your name without even thinking of the consequences just to bring you down? People who hate you for no reason? MOST OF ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO NEVER ACTUALLY CARED ABOUT YOUR FEELINGS ! So if there is some of you out there who was wondering why i changed a lot...This is why i did .I learn how to be strong and I learn to to look out for myself .Honestly, I dont care about anyones feelings anymore . I learn that loving myself and putting myself first is more important then anything else. I live by a saying If youre nice to me , ill be nice to you , easy as that . My aim in life is only one thing , to achieve my goals and to show this people that one day , yes one day . I would be that girl youll look up on ! Ill make sure that im in a position where im above all of you , all of you who did me wrong . Im that girl who watch for karma and if karma doesnt serves you,revenge always does ! thats it , so watch me ! ;)
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 14:42:24 +0000
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