Friday will be a day of mixed emotions.. It will mean Shawn Johnson & I have been together for 4 wonderful months and also will mark the death of my baby siskie Angella Michelle Long .. I miss her so much ... The tears are already starting and my heart is so numb.. It is so hard to accept and know that she is gone from me and my life... I wish with all I am I could bring her back.. Sometimes I do not know what to do with it .. Please pray for GOD to help me thru this .. It honestly is so painful.. I do not care that it has been 12 years Friday.. It seems like yesterday when I had that horrible knock on my door and being told my sister had shot herself.. I am sorry if i seem rude to anyone right now but as I type this I am also crying my eyes out .. Noone knows how much I hurt .. They say by now I should have moved on its been too long.. How do you put a time limit on that ??? I can not.. Trust me the pain never goes away
Posted on: Mon, 07 Oct 2013 08:49:09 +0000
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