Friends. I have very strange situation going on. I have never been or felt healthier or as fit in my life, quite a feat after 10 years of healing major illness. But something is going on in my colon that is very confusing. Its almost as though there is a blockage, or something in there. Possibly scar tissue or a growth. Who knows..Thats why Ive been doing juices for nearly two weeks. Its upset and disturbed the whole of my digestion, causing bloating and gas and pain and mental fog. When I had colitis the most ulcerated area was on the descending colon and thats where the current issue is. Its resulting in lower back pain and all sorts of minor aggravations. And some blood. And I know its not inflammation, as thats just gone from my body. Its remotely possible that its gall stones stuck in colon but Im doubtful. So Im doing all I can to clear it with nutrition and self massage and healing vibes. Going to get a proper colonic as soon as there is space, and then will go to the Doctors and try and get a colonoscopy to actually have a look. That means I have to go and interface with the Matrix. Its arduous as there are procedures with getting a colonoscopy. Last time I was refused as I wasnt sick enough!! So Im going to ham it up a bit with words like acute and nearly fainting etc etc. And then see what unravels..It may just pass on its own, but its been getting steadily more intense for a couple of weeks, and now its dominating my day... And the crazy thing is, I FEEL SO WELL! I was at the gym yesterday doing burst training and weights. I really have a very curious existence, one of the healthiest guys for my age and still carrying issues. I feel happy to share with this community as I love and trust people here. It doesnt change anything. In fact this openness is always relief. I have no image of myself as anything other than a mixture of aspects, from strong and clear and wise to vulnerable, confused and stupid. I am all of these. Being open is the greatest gift. Healing vibes welcome. And Im still not gonna stop writing my book, damn it Im not gonna be stopped.xxxx Kavi Jezzie HockadayThunderbolt Coach Kavi Jezzie Hockaday Thanks for reading.
Posted on: Wed, 21 May 2014 09:49:21 +0000
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