From Deborah: Hey everybody. Well theres 30 mins till the end of this day and Ill be sooooo glad. Im not going to tell you its been easy today - it just hasnt, I woke at 6am, hoping I was going to have a big sleep - no. Since Mom Dad and Michael have gone its a struggle and I woke at 6am thinking did this really all happen? Yes it did. But no matter how bad it is, there have been the most beautiful messages, a couple in particular of life long pals who I love and family who I love beyond belief and really I know Im not alone, I know so many of us go through this - my BIG LOVE to Merv - same day for him - love you Merv. . So tonight? Under the duvet and then it dawned on me…. theres only one thing a girl needs… and thats champagne and cake, so I I got up and went out and did that in honour of my brothers and Mom and Dad who I miss more than ever I could tell you. And I realise that this is how it is….Im always going to think people dont get me, havent been what Ive been through. Well wrong - they have been and they think the same thing too. Its so hard being in the loss club but when we thing about it…. we have great friends and family and wallowing isnt the thing to do…although I know its like self harming, we need that fix every now and then. But champagne and cake… YES… there will always be days like this when youve lost someone or people youve love so much. This is life and thats why Im going to leave you with this beautiful song from Van…. There will always be days like this.. beautiful or tragic.. its life and there will be a time we will see our loved ones again. Of that I have ABSOLUTELY no doubt. Much love to you all aways.. Deborah xxxx youtube/watch?v=BteIwbKU_iQ
Posted on: Thu, 25 Sep 2014 22:39:49 +0000
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