From a member: Just looking a glimmer of hope in the dark. This holiday weekend hit home for me. I tried to go out and be happy and commence in the glory of America like every other excited person. But, I couldnt. Some relatives who know noting about my diagnosis or the events that lead to it called to thank me for my service. Deep down, I wish I could have done more, but the panic attacks when I see uniforms and certain collar devices was unbearable, and still is. With my husband in the military and deployed I cant help but feel completely alone. The one person that Im not afraid to be vulnerable around is gone. We also have our trial for the MST case that lead me here coming up shortly. With it right around the corner I am having nightmares and issues with insomnia again, last night was a total of 3 hours of sleep, interrupted by nightmares. The only thing that is keeping they hyper-arousal and panic down is my lorazepam, and trazodone.
Posted on: Tue, 08 Jul 2014 13:45:00 +0000
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