From your Creator ❤️ Hello my lovelies ❤️ I need your help. It is easy for me to give but very hard to ask for help.I never ask for anything. But i am in complete and utter desperation. As you know I have been very ill in the last few months.Not JUST these past few weeks I am still recovering from lupus cerebritis, SIRS, Serious infections, Liver problems, Common Variable Immune Deficiency, Constant Shingles--for 1 year!, Lupus Flare, Influenza A (H1N1), and other brain issues--confusion, myosyitis,Brain problems, weakness. I was in the hospital for 3 weeks, and had psychosis! I start PT/OT 3 days a week, and have 2 specialist appointments a week (Infectious Diseases, Pulmonology, Rheumatology, Neurology, Hematology, Endocrinology, Cardiology, Opthamology, Dermatology, ENT, Vascular, lol I think that is all. ) I am embarrassed to be in this position and to have to ask for help, but I humbly and graciously ask for your help. I have so many doctor appointments for follow up of my recent serious hospital stays. Each Specialist/PT appt costs $40 copay under my insurance, payable at time of appointment..non-negotiable. Plus, gas, etc. Appointments are 30-100 miles one way. I am having exceedingly difficult time with recovery as my right leg is 6 times weaker (per PT) than left and has bad foot drop.I cant really lift it. Plus Right arms and hand is weak and shakes and I drop everything! Messy Messy! My vision is much much worse. I cant really watch TV. Glasses dont work. Have spots and visual field deficits. It takes me hours to type something, Thank God for Copy and paste! I am thankful I have laptop now and can zoom in. I still have many problems with my brain..thinking.,get confused. and have panic, labile emotions. since this all started. I may never be normal again. That is only this stuff. I have other strange neuro stuff too. I have many other serious physical issues.. but I usually push through them, Because I love helping people. In my job and on my page. And I always see that there are others worse off than me. But i cannot any longer. I am a Family Nurse Practitioner, but I have been out of work for over 5 weeks and now indefinably and most likely permanently, Which is exceedingly difficult financially.Well..its simply impossible. I do have insurance that started Feb 2014 (Thank God) as I owe $500,000 in medical bills from the prior year when I had none ( now that is crazy eh? ) Luckily, they are being written off! Lupus is expensive! and to think in October 2012 I had 780 credit score! That was last time I worked full time. Credit cards..i gave up on as food and shelter are way more important! I am so scared that I will have to choose between eating or going to the doctor. Tat has already happened before donations. I have been barely working part time, paycheck to paycheck for the past 18 months due to Lupus and multiple other illnesses. I have been really juggling lots for so long..and I just cant. I can be the lupus supporter of the underdog, helping those with lupus and AI diseases find love, support, info~~it is my passion. But it does not generate income lol. I am down to $125. This will be gone in one day on auto draft for our car/homeowners insurance. i have no income and still have bills..Mortgage, car, etc..we are very frugal. We literally are in no money situation..food, gas, anything. It is scary. We do use the Food bank when available. And no money coming in. My book sells some, but very minimal money lately. I am applying for disability this week, and my Dr. Says I should get it no problem, there is no guarantee, as you know. And it could take quite awhile. Years, even. I am trying to stay positive and know that God has a plan ❤️ Now zero money..And my partner has hardly been working because of exhaustion from caring for me! She is self-employed and had open heart surgery 8 months ago. This has been huge stress. So, I am feeling horrible about this, but, I have started this fund to ask for help would gladly not be in this position..but I am. My plan is to have a buffer with this fund. so I can write books, and then sell all of the rest of our possessions (not much left now, but will do what is necessary) and keep looking for GodsPlan in this; I would do anything to show my gratitude. I Will be giving a PDF copy of my book to anyone who donates. Please send me a note to lupiewarrior@gmail. Thank you. A price of a cappuccino, whatever you can, is greatly appreciated! Thank you for all of your love, wishes, and prayers. I truly appreciate them. Sorry I caused such a stir! Hopefully one day I will be able to laugh about all of it. For now, I am trying to stay positive..resting and healing. The financial stuff worries me. As it does all of us. I promise to give back ten fold for anything that is given to me. Thank you again ❤️ I will get back on my feet and go out and Send my message of love, and perseverance. I want to help people, and change peoples lives for the better. I have several books in the works, and I have been working on starting a foundation to help people with Lupus. One of the things I want to do with the foundation is have funds available for lupies in this situation via celebrity and corporate fundraising. A daunting task, and one that takes time. But, it will happen! Thank you and God Bless You, Hugs, ~Jenn Schoch RN, MSN FNP-BC ❤️Lupus and Me gogetfunding/project/help-for-jenn-lupus-and-me
Posted on: Sat, 31 May 2014 21:32:36 +0000
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