GUys,Im scared..Ive been here a thousand times...I feel like a yoyo going in circles up and down in my moods,anxiety is at an alltime high....I know i need to take my meds,but one of my biggest phobias is medicine..My mother in law used to be my biggest supporter...Whenever i needed her she would come campout on my couch for a week til i was ok..She had a heart attack some 3 years ago n is in a wheelchair n partially paralyzed now..I feel so disconnected from everything,Im trying to stay positive,but i feel a darkness coming over me like i have to transition into another mindset and just be comfortable being miserable...I refuse to go down like this,Im giving it all i got n have no idea what the hell im doing...and im scared I cant do this on my own...With all the negative energy going on in the world right now it seems selfish to ask for some love n prayers ,but i could really use it right now..
Posted on: Tue, 07 Oct 2014 23:27:45 +0000
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