Getting ready for thanksgiving and visiting family... I sit here today not knowing where to start . So much to do and still not finished with Lyn and Brittanys business . Everyday is filled with so many things to do still from closing out accounts to dealing with our wonderful government. Lyn was right... in the army the left hand doesnt know what the right hand is doing. But that having been said. Im pausing this week on everything to focus on my other boys, their family and all these babies . I have neglected them all emotionally. Today my home is empty, I sit reflecting on how much we as humans thrive and rely on anothers soul and spirit to keep us alive and happy . As humans I feel we are far from loners, we yearn and desire the love and attention of all types... A women for a man, a man for a women, a sibling for a sibling,friend parent or pet, and of course the yearning desire for the love for a parent to child and vise versa . Our spirit needs to feel purpose in life and desires love affection and approval. So if people would stop and love each other and not spend so much time being critical and judgemental and focus on the good and understanding of others and there situation it would lift your spirit to the highest levels... you will glow with the abundance of love that fills your heart. Its amazing how we take life and the people in for granted. Unintentional im sure, were oblivious no doubt... but when you blink and there gone it is then you realize what you had and all that you wished you done differently or said more. I blinked ... I blinked hard - but I dont regret anything cuz I know my baby knows I loved him with all my heart . I have no regrets cuz I know he knew I was a great mama and he was loved soooo much and always my number one priority . The love I have inside of me I passed on to him and it showed in everything he did in his life. My boys are all the same. They are my whole world. My boys are and Lyn was my dragonflies which signifies happiness, purity, peace and harmony, the transformation of life’s ongoing process of change. Im short one of my dragonflies today... Hes a feather in the wind. His wife alongside of him. But I have to pick up and move forward as hard as it seem to me at this moment . I wish this holiday season you embrace your loved ones. Kiss them goodnight and hug them good morning. Pray for them and all those you love to keep them safe for if you blink to hard or to long they could be gone too!
Posted on: Wed, 19 Nov 2014 21:02:28 +0000
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