God , I have testd what only u hve the rite 2 take. I have givn up on u. U allowd pain , sadness ,lossess and wrongs .gave me fortunes n misfortunes. I live in fear that u will 1 day take my blessing from my greatest love.I struggle everydy.I didnt n dont undrstnd y u give me happiness then u take it. Wen i feel luv it ends with great pain .Everyone says ,God won give u more than u cant handle, Really ...Well i still feel i cant n won resist anthr loss. My heart still aches daily feels acupuncture needles it beats so fast my chest wants 2 explode. I don wan 2 wake up anthr day , i don wan memrys.Then,thinkn back I realzd durn these misfortns ,I didn jus giv up on me but also on u. I didn pray or giv Thanx. My faith was gone.i 4got about u. All along youve been holdn me up. U no my heart, i will regain my faith, Thank u 4 caryn me this far ..i will learn to walk in hell again just walk w me thru.
Posted on: Fri, 10 Oct 2014 07:22:54 +0000
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