Godsmack Releasing The Demons Now when I say I used to drink, I dont mean too much here and there. When I would drink it was all out. I would kill a 5th on the way home just to get me started. It started out all well and good, happy drunk who was the life of anywhere I went. But the more I tried to kill the pain the more angry I got. I thought it was a good thing, to release my demons but the longer I tried to kill them the stronger they got! Until I was so angry I was blinded by it. My thought was one more time, if I can fell the hurt I can get face it. See I didnt drink to numb the pain and hide things. I drank to I could feel again, I drank so I could bring to the surface everything I shoved down deep. I drank for the pain not to hide it. I never saw it as destructive but theriputic. In a way it was, but I got out of control. I still have my demons and I have to learn every day how to face them in other ways. Im getting better at it, but still have some that I cant release. Its taken me all of anger, its taken me all of my hate to learn how my life came together.
Posted on: Sat, 22 Nov 2014 07:40:48 +0000
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