Going through a real test of faith right now and I dont understand it, how could one good person get so much thrown at them in one lifetime and have the will let alone the strength to continue fighting? Do I really need to enter the doors of a church to prove my love, faith and belief in you lord? Isnt every day that I let my children, my loves, my life walk out of my protective arms for countless hours into this cruel world not knowing what will come next a testament of the faith that I have that you will watch over them and bind them in your protective arms since mine are out of reach for the time being? Every night I pray to you lord to let them see the light of another beautiful day, every day I pray to you to keep me alive so that I can be the mother they deserve and need so that I may teach them right from wrong and urge them to walk among the right path! My life has been nothing but a downward spiral for months now yet I still continue to pray and have faith because I truly believe you have a plan for me, for us! What more can I give to or do for you lord to prove my faith? Ive already put the most precious and true treasures in my life in your hands every day, my children, what more is there for me to do because right now I am drowning not only in my own tears but also in the ocean that is my life and I truly dont see any salvation this time! Ive always believed in you, trusted in you and had the upmost faith in you, but now I have to ask why? Why now am I drowning with no sign of salvation........
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 07:47:15 +0000
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