Going to the market for a few things and renting a movie from Red Box. I am falling into a very BAD state again. Missing my Mom, I want her back. I NEED my Mom and there is NO way for me to feel better without her. She was EVERYTHING to me. I cannot stand the pain her death has caused me. Life is so difficult, life seems so useless to me. She passed away on April 7th 2014. Everyday has been a real struggle and I just cannot cope with what I feel inside. I know people will tell me...it will get better with time.... Ive heard that 100 times over already but for me...it will NEVER get better. I will NEVER be ok without my Mom. NEVER! Ive asked God to help me, to give me strength, to guide me somehow to a better place in my mind and I just dont; see it, I dont feel it...I dont know any other way, any other life without my Mother.
Posted on: Fri, 08 Aug 2014 00:00:48 +0000