Good Morning Happy People! I ached and groaned my way out of bed this morning. I love that it rained again, but I feel it in my bones. Lately, Ive been back to taking my pills as soon as I wake up, instead of kind of forgetting about them until something hurts. It hurts every morning again. Before I changed my diet, my Fibro was so bad, I had to roll over, take two vicodin, lay there for 20 mins or so, then I could slowly get out of bed. It went from that, to not taking any in the morning. It was fantastic. But when it rains, is cold, or I have injuries and stress on top of it, Ive lingered back to taking one every morning. In fact, the stress and anxiety has been so exasperated, that Ive been taking a Klonopin too. My breakfast: coffee, vicodin, klonpin, and then a banana if I have one. Speaking of, Im doing my heavy duty grocery shopping today. Im determined to budget it at $1 per person, per meal, per day. That would be the average amount I dont want to go over. No matter how hurting I will be, or stressed from cars, people, or traffic, or how much I hate putting it all away, I will be stoked that I know I saved money. The excitement of finding deals, and feeding us in a healthy way, is a big deal to me. I almost always make sure that there is something simple at times for dinner when Im in too much pain to cook it. My BF makes dinner sometimes, and its awesome. And I like to leave money hidden away for those other times when I can say Here, go buy dinner. Im going to bed. Sometimes, days just dont even seem worth getting out of bed at all. I get up, hurt, do nothing, go back to bed. The passing of a page on a calendar. Im disabled. My mind and body belong to someone else, cuz this cant be me. I cant do much. Cleaning and chores are painful right now. I cant drive. I cant run and jump. I can maybe skip. I can squeeze into small spaces, and then freak out cuz I get stuck. I hear that was funny. No, dont help me. Its better you just stand there and laugh. It gets boring easy, therefore, Im easily amused. The doctor said after my last surgery that Id be able to play the piano. He lied. He also said, We got it all. No you didnt. Im kind of half awake still, so Im just gonna slip on out the back door here and say Grab your pills and coffee, I promise Im funny sometimes
Posted on: Sun, 07 Dec 2014 15:31:43 +0000
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