Good Morning Sunny World!! Its still brrrrrrr, chilly but a plus that the Sun is shining, always makes the day better in my opinion. Still dealing with some stresses but am hanging in there, minute by minute sometimes but staying in the now, doing some inner cleaning too!! Trying to get rid of any hurts that I have missed so my days run smoother. It does help in doing these things, sometimes we think weve cleaned the house so to speak but have missed a corner or room and need to get rid of the clutter!!! Forgiving others has always came easy to me, its forgiving the self that is a challenge. Im not one whos went through life harming or intending to harm anyone or anything, thats just me, but as being a human have made my mistakes and I am verrrry hard on myself, too hard and need to be a little easier on myself. That is a challenge for sure but am currently doing as best as I can to calm my inner critic or myself!! Just wanted to pop on for a few before the day starts moving forward and tell you all again how very grateful I am for all of your love, prayers and support!!! Yall do mean the world to me and if I could be hanging out with yous I sure would be. So much to do and time flys and so does my energy but morning I do get a couple minutes to check out my youtube vids and stop on here to post. Am so grateful to be able to sit at a chair again, that shoulder thang was horrible, am looking for a 1lb dumbell to work out with, that arm really got weakened but for now, reps will do it. Still have the car at the mechanics but hes got it figured out, now we have to call Mowerys in the morning to see how much the part is, ughhhh!! We are realllllly tapped again this month but what do ya do? Am trying to be like my Mom, shes always been such a strong woman emotionally and rolls with the punches where I being a Pisces have always been verrry emotional and have a hard time controlling them. Its not a bad thing, in fact I love being a Pisces and am blessed with all the gifts that came with me in this life!!! Please keep the prayers and love coming, I sooo have my minutes (sometimes hours) during the day where this danged depression and anxiety takes over!! At those times I pray and remind myself that when I try and control things it doesnt work so good and always need to remember to Let go and Let GOD ILYs and will be back when able!! 4ever and 4always!! *HUGS*
Posted on: Sun, 14 Sep 2014 14:30:50 +0000
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