Good Morning cyber world. How are you doing? I am in the land of the living. Some people didnt wake up. Some people didnt get the chance to say their goodbyes to their love one. Some people are on their sick bed. Some people are hurting and cant get up from their grief, depression, etc. I have been dealing with a lot of past and present issues within me. I am trying to move forward in my purpose. I know I can come off rude;however I have been walk all over all of my life. I have been mistreated all of my life. I have been talked about all of my life. I have been in self pity;however Im done with that. I have my days. I have asked God to help me and show me things. I was looking for peace and understanding years ago. I wanted to understand the why. I wanted to understand the ifs. I wanted to know why did this happen to me. I wanted to know why people take me for a joke regarding my craft and me. I wanted to know why did this person mistreat me. I wanted to know why people said I was not pretty enough to belong to the Kee family. I wanted to know why did those guys take my body and leave me for dead. I wanted to know why so many people mistreated me and when I stand up to them I am called crazy. I wanted to know why did my mother say someone else might be my birth dad and no one want to take charge and take a dna test. I wanted to know why my children have never been accepted. I wanted to know much;however I find out a lot through my journey of finding me. Trust me I say all the time I dont know I made it this far in life and what I have accomplish through my journey. My life is sad and happy as well. My husband of twenty something years is my rock, even through we have been through a lot together. I could go on and on. I have learned to love me and take one year, one day, one hour, one minute, one second at a time. People will never understand me unless they have walked in my path of rape, abuse, homeless, being misunderstood, secrets and lies in the family, no or low self worth or self esteem, I love me for me. Carla Jeanette Media Carla J. Kee-Franklin Graphic Custom Designs KeeKee Graphic Designs
Posted on: Sat, 08 Nov 2014 15:04:09 +0000
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