Good morning! Praise God, I was able to sleep on time last night!!! And, I woke up on time this morning! Ive showered and treated my hair with some kind of stuff that is supposed to lighten the bleached hair where its too dark or yellow/orange. Ive tried to put this thingys to curl my hair in the front, and braided the back, so maybe Ill look nice when its dried up. Anyways, I am currently on my fasting, and being awake for so long while I cant eat or drink, apart from water, its really making my body to yell for food. But at the same time, I like the way it draws attention away from it, and focus on spiritual food. Ive had a difficult relationship with food since I was a kid, and its not something to brush away. It is very important to deal with. I dont want my kids to have the same problems I had. There was a time where I could eat and drink just about anything, and not gain any weight. And I was skinny. Then puberty came. Then I used to run around in the school and keep it down again (junior high). When I began high school, I started smoking. I tried different things that Ill not mention here. Then, my body changed accordingly to my lifestyle. After that, I had some wierd things happening to my body, and I guess it was metabolism that changed. I was trapped by weight, guilt, pressure and feeling unloved. Later on, I met my x-man, and after having 3 kids, I lost hope of ever getting back my body and its shape. Since that time, I got ME, which is cronic fatigue syndrome with other symptoms, and it created a viscous circle I thought I can never get out of. But cant I? Theres hope in The Lord God Almighty. I believe something will change. I am ready for change. Are you? Beat the devil! Let him know that hes gonna be hurting in a while!!! Sing worship songs to Jesus and make the devil flee back to Hell where he came from!!!
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 10:06:57 +0000
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