Good morning beautiful people of Songs and Stories. Im continuing with what I started last week - reposting the impact of certain songs on my life. Please view belows Repost. Feel free to comment, rant or just whatever. REPOST - So I got a major jolt of conviction at around 3am this morning while I was listening to Renegade - Paramore. At the same time I also found out why I hear Gods voice so much clearer when Im listening to them. The fact is that our lives are filled with so much noise. Endless to-do-lists; unfinished conversations; ridiculous questions; responsibilities; work; home-life; social engagements; etc. Our minds and lives are filled with so much that we find it hard and sometimes impossible to hear Gods voice telling us to give our burdens to Him, that we shouldnt be anxious, that He will give us peace and everything else that He promised us. We get caught up and all we hear is the noise. So while Im listening to these wicked cord progressions; drumbeats that resound like thunder in your skull and this ridiculously talented punk chick who changes her vocal register from song to song, I cant hear the noise. Everything is drowned out. And God talks to me in a way He cant talk to me while Im busy trying to handle things. And thats exactly what He did this morning. Your anger, your anchor... I talk about forgiveness yet Ive been angry about so many things for so long that it has literally become an anchor in my life. And then I still have the audacity to question why Im not moving forward. So now my eyes are open and I have to be honest, I dont know how to do it. I dont know how God manages to keep forgiving me for everything, especially the repeats. I mean were not supposed to make the same mistakes, right? Can they even be called mistakes if you keep repeating them? Im at a loss. I WANT to CHOOSE to forgive... accept....past hurts and disappointments, theyre just so loud. I guess I need more time to drown out the noise. Definitely need advice from God on this one. I really believe He might be the only one who has ever successfully done the whole forgiveness thing repeatedly. Hes done it with me enough times.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 07:49:17 +0000
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