Good morning parents! Life for me has just been a little crazy lately. I wish I could tell you I have had time to stop and process every thing but the truth is I just keep pushing forward, if I stop to really think about things chances are I will crumble under the pressure. Shannon and myself have been going through a rocky period in our relationship and we did in fact separate for a few days which was good for us, we truly just needed a break from each other, and now we are able to work through our differences. It also gave him the time he needed to spend with Chris and Chris came back with a better attitude as well. We have also been going through a lot over LaShawn Shannons 5 1/2 yr old son who he took from his mother. Some of you may know we are currently dealing with the courts because CPS stepped in and decided LaShawns mom isnt fit to have or be around him. I could have told them that a long time ago but really I couldnt prove it and I was trying to let Shannon do what he felt was best bens its his son. So as of now after the 1st court hearing LaShawn is still in state custody, but we still physically have him. Me and Shannon have very different opinions on how to proceed at this point, if I was him I would file papers for sole custody and ask for no visitation for her, but he wants to just let it play out and frankly Im so sick of dealing with it, hes going to do what hes going to do, my hands are tied so if they both mess things up I will step up but until then Im just going to sit back and watch him struggle because he wont listen. I actually have LaShawn 99% of the time so I know hes safe and being cared for and thats all that really matters. As far as Chris goes, I more or less wash my hands of this situation. He is 16 and there isnt anything else I can do, I have tried for almost 2yrs to get this boy straight and at this point there truly isnt anything else I can do but let him live here for the next 2yrs, enforce my rules and pray for the best. Im so done stressing about it. As far as my kids they are getting ready for school to start on August 9th and are very excited. I have already got all their school shopping done, I still want to get TaShawn and LaShawn different backpacks my mom bought them some plain ones but they are 5 and starting into kindergarten and I want them to pick out a special backpack, its not that Im not grateful for the ones my mom bought they will be used, I just want them to pick out a special 1. Raiden well is still Raiden. I went to take him to school on Thursday and he took off, I had to get Dustin, Hailey and Chris to come out and help me find him, it was a crazy morning. He has spent this weekend with my mom, I really just needed a break. Please forgive me if it takes me longer to update the page Im down in my back again, I can post from my phone but cant update the page and it is really hard to sit at my desk with my back hurting so badly. I want to wish you all a beautiful blessed day! Sending my thoughts and love to you all! -Malena-
Posted on: Sun, 28 Jul 2013 12:05:50 +0000
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