Good night thoughts. : ) Thanking God for His REAL DEAL WORKINGS, as I DONT NEED (those, i consider as bozos) TRYING TO BE (OR PROVE) AS SOMETHING THEYRE NOT. lol But I do THANK GOD for special works of God, as Gerard Butler, who God brought to my attention in 2004 (from POTO movie), the AWARENESS was so strong (in supernatural way) where I KNEW something of God was involved. Though I didnt know why (what for...) even to the point I thought to reach out to him somehow. But I didnt know how, so of course, the door seemed closed, but remembered to pray for GB. UNTIL, oddly, ONE DAY, when movie on TERRORISM (he was producing) was coming out, Olympus Has Fallen, he personally came on his own Facebook page (until, either, being dismayed, discouraged or something, his posts became less). But STRANGE that it was IN SYNC with things God put on me (from before 9/11). So Im HAPPY to be on track with the Lord. How HE wants to USE ME, is HIS business, but its a JOY to be ABOUT MY FATHERS BUSINESS. And during a FABULOUS TIME in 2004, when my SPIRIT, HEART AND MIND were IN SYNC and SO ALIVE by God doing HIS SUPERNATURAL VIBE, here was someone in that same year ~ as CONTRASTS SHOW SO CLEAR (whos seemed to want to ALWAYS show me up? As being so spiritual today, (more then he was) but yet, having NOTHING OVER ME, as Hes acted, or tried to be, ? Hmm, by interfering, and wanting to be a big cheese) ? WHY is it ... WHEN MY EYES WERE OPEN, AS CRYSTAL CLEAR IN GODS DIRECTION ~ in that SAME YEAR, he was falling asleep (spiritually) at the wheel, a man in ministry, with shaky ground like Proverbs talks about a guy whos a simpleton (Gods Word, not mine) who is led like an ox to the slaughter. And thats EXACTLY what happened. But NOW, he wants to ACT as if hes going somewhere really big, when the HEALING process can be a long job. Ive CLASHED with that ministry and some jealous fan page gals. NOW I hope, hell grow away for GODS GOOD, on his merry way (getting away w/whatever games to play) from Obsessions for too long, no matter what BALONEY (drama mama) posts, of late. LOL On the other hand, SOME THINGS are borne from Gods Word and they have relevance to this day. Like the way I FIRST came back to Christ, at age 18. Those were SOLID foundations, along with Stan and his family being a part of Gods burden to pray. A LOT of things have happened along the way, but God NEVER has forgotten those who HE wants us to remember, even to this day. Also, some of THE BEST memories I had were from being a young 16 year old and the journey I had. It was ALL used of Jesus to BRING ME BACK. I wish everybody could have understanding to one another and get along. But too much FLESH, ENVY, HATRED, DECEPTIVE PRACTICES are STRONGHOLDS, where its PHONY PRACTICES, MAKE PEOPLE NOT GET ALONG. IM NOT ONE ON THE PHONY PAGE, BUT SPEAK THE TRUTH IN LOVE, IT MAKES THE DEVIL GET AN OUTRAGE. GOD WILL USE ME, REGARDLESS. Im up to my neck with righteous indignation at such pile ups of DECEPTION. Thanks to years ago, when some family dynamics changed by peoples WRONG IDEAS OF GODS WAYS. ITS LEFT REPERCUSSIONS OF WICKED SEEDS. AND WHETHER YOU GET IT OR NOT (some among family) GODS NAME DOES NOT OPERATE IN THAT KIND OF ROT. HE DOESNT WORK BY TALKING BEHIND OTHERS BACKS, THEN THINK HES GONNA BLESS THAT WHACK? GET OFF OF THAT CRACK. End of my GOOD NIGHT thoughts. : ) (This was one of my favorite songs that came out when I got SAVED. It was where I related, for little did I know how much Id end up relating to title, TAKE IT TO THE LIMIT. That was TRULY MY STYLE, Ive TAKEN IT TO THE LIMIT ON MANY OCCASIONS IN GOING THE EXTRA MILE). Nighty night. ; )
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 06:57:19 +0000