Grief makes you feel, think and say things you cant even begin to describe. Everyone handles grief differently. There is no set way to grieve. Sometimes you make mistakes, sometimes you distract yourself to avoid the pain. But in the end the pain is always there. No one can tell you how you are supposed to feel or know exactly what you feel... hell I dont even know what I feel most of the time. I know I have definitely made some mistakes. But the thing about it all is, it is one giant learning experience. You find out how strong you are and yet how weak you are at the same time. I want to thank the few that have stuck by my side through all of this. I have hurt so many people and for that I am truly sorry. I am trying to figure out what to do, where to go and try to figure out who I truly am. I feel completely lost... and I am the only person that can try and put the pieces back together. I am merely a shell of the person I thought I was. I have to take it one day at a time and try to put my life in order. Dont take anything for granted.. take time to appreciate the things you have... because one day that thing will be gone.
Posted on: Tue, 11 Nov 2014 16:47:54 +0000
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