Growing up I had anxiety, so much so that I was given an inhaler and told I had asthma. It was funny though because I was a runner and running didnt seem to bother me. It turns out that the anxiety was at its peek when I felt something but couldnt find the way to express it. That was because I didnt know what was going on with me. I felt things that were going to happen and my dreams were dramatic and intense but on the outside I did my best to stay normal. I went to church because my mom and dad wanted us to have spiritual understanding but at church everything was by the books. There was no talk of dreams unless they were prophetic and for Gods purpose, which to them was not the case with a determined and somewhat rebellious 10 year old girl. The feelings, voices and visions were always there but it wasnt until I came face to face with myself at 15 when I knew my mom would be in an accident and she was- right in front of me. Between her recovery and my searching for deeper meaning I found a little solace in acting. It became my passion and a way for me to express myself. However at age 24 my soul had other plans. It turns out I was always a medium and teacher but didnt know it. Im not special because I can communicate with the Other Side, its simply my unique strength much like a lot of other mediums I know. We tend to run in the same circles when great minds think a like, lol. Your passion, your souls unique gift is stored within you. If you havent found it… keep looking, asking and follow the clues. Our childhood often hides the most obvious signs about our path. Dont ignore what you know to be true because a life beyond your wildest imagination really is unfolding and will open up doors you never would have imagined. There is so much joy in Spiritual unfoldement and so much strength and love. It goes beyond the love Ive known and I LOVE my daughter and my partner Christopher. It fills me up, comforts me and drives me when I want to give up. Love is so much more than a new age concept and I hope you dont give up until your soul is bursting with Divine love. Xxx
Posted on: Tue, 09 Dec 2014 03:03:33 +0000