Guess it is about time I made the post that has been sitting in my head for months... Compared to a year ago, Im basically non-sociable in comparison. Although Im quite active in posting content on Facebook/Twitter/Instagram, this is all a one-way process, not a dialog by any means. I hardly initiate conversation with anyone anymore, unless it directly pertains to business of some sort for me. Some people take the lack of friends initiating conversation as some sort of sign that things may not be the best between each other, but I can assure you that this isnt the case with me. This hasnt been because of any one person or grouping of people, Ive simply been in another mindset altogether. It is probably no surprise that Ive been traveling and working my ass off day and night, seven days a week, all year long. When I become sick, I still hold a laptop or tablet in my hand, trying to accomplish as much work as possible. Some people question this of me, the amount of work I do, but let me put those thoughts to rest. The vast majority of my friends list are comprised of cosplayers. Would you question other cosplayers for going to work all day, then coming home to work on costumes all evening? Well, my life is pretty much the same. My day job consists of software engineering and server/network management. My primary hobby is also software engineering and server/network management. I work primarily from home, and my job and hobby both use the exact same toolsets (much of which I designed myself) - It is quite exciting to get to do what I love day and night. To be quite honest, I lose touch with reality a bit due to working so much. The main issue is having no concept of time what so ever. This is a big part on why I hardly initiate conversation with people, because I can never even remember how long ago the last conversation was. Was it an hour ago, or a month ago? Unless I have some static time point reference to compare it to in my mind, I wouldnt be able to tell you at all. SO: TLDR: Yalls are awesome as shit, and Im bad at starting random non-work chatter! So uhhmm.... #WORDS!
Posted on: Thu, 23 Oct 2014 07:29:32 +0000
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