Guess it is venting time again. Sorry everyone. I guess I just dont know how to get my point across. Even my own family doesnt understand when I try to tell them that with mental illness, you dont think like other people. Where most people can just let things roll off their back so to speak, for us, it is just not that easy. And when people are suicidal, they cant rationalize that it will hurt other people if they harm themselves. Their pain (to them at the time) is insurmountable and they just want to stop hurting. I dont know how much longer I can keep going like I am. Earlier, when I had suicidal thoughts it was more of a why did all of this bad stuff happen to me type of feeling. But now my feelings are I am totally emotionally, mentally and physically drained. No I am not suicidal now, just trying to get a grip on life.
Posted on: Sat, 13 Sep 2014 23:14:09 +0000
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