Guys I dont know if I have ever shared why I came out of the church, but I think now is as good a time as any! I have been a student of the bible since 8 years old! At 11 I dedicated my life to The Lord literally! I have been seeking knowledge and gaining insight ever since then! I was beaten down for my interest in the bible LITERALLY badly damaged on my head and severe blows to my neck! I forgave, but I continued seeking! I did not be controlled, but rather sought out the truth in churches until, I was told I still wasnt good enough, even though my sins paled in comparison to many of the supposed leaders of that church. I judged myself and forgave myself, knowing The Lord, whoever that is could not forgive me if I too could not forgive myself or the men who sought to bring me to lowest of levels they thought I should stay at! I realized going to church to keep getting saved, was ridiculous and never meeting the mark of worthy! So I stopped going and put myself out of judgements of men and drama! I consider the wilderness the place to be! Knowing what I know of the churches, I am far better off out here waiting for the judgement of the churches (I call her whore as referred to in the bible)for all the harm they have inflicted by creating such divisions through lies! I have been poor my entire life, and yet still happy! I have kept optimistic about everything and yet downed for my optimism! No matter, I keep faith in others as well as myself that together we are stronger! Were all going through trying times as it was meant to be, and if we can refrain from judging our fellow man, but rather turn that focus inward, we will mature and blossom into the butterflies and fly away from all the oppression that judgement brings upon us! I love myself and therefore I can love others! I forgive myself, therefore I can forgive others! I judge myself, therefore I dont hold judgements upon others! I Am that I Am and I Am here living life as abundantly as I can! I share what I have, and I have what I need in abundance I Am grateful to be here with friends on this amazing journey and I ride it out in the Wilderness! Here I am kept safe and here is where I ought to be in Life! I still have more learning ahead of me, but I Am willing to do the work in me that is necessary in order to change and that is a constant I accept and will always try to better my relationships with others :) I love therefore I Am loved! £OV€s
Posted on: Sun, 28 Sep 2014 21:41:23 +0000
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