HAVING A ROUGH WEEKEND. I COULD USE SOME PRAYER PLEASE. A SOCIAL WORKER AT THE DRS. SAID SHE THINKS THE SHOCK IS WEARING OFF AND THATS WHY I HURT SO MUCH MORE AND CRY MORE AND MISS MY HUSBAND SO VERY MUCH. HOUSING HAS SOME KIND OF INSPECTION AGAIN ON TUESDAY SO THANK GOD JACKIE CAME AND TOOK ME TO THE STORE FRIDAY THEN WE CAME BACK AND SHE DID ALOT FOR ME, BUT HAD TO GO PICK UP THE BOYS BY 2:30 SO THERE WASNT ALOT OF TIME. I HAVE BEEN WORKING(OR TRYING TO) ON THIS HOUSE AND BESIDES THE PAIN PHYSICALLY I HAVE THE BROKEN HEART PAIN AND I HAVE TO STRUGGLE SO MUCH TO DO ANYTHING LIKE EVEN DUST TV AND STAND. I AM A MESS. I FEEL SO EMPTY AND ALONE AND MISS JACK AND MY MOM MORE THAN EVER. MAYBE AFTER MOMS MEMORIAL SERVICE ON SATURDAY I WILL HAVE SOME CLOSURE. RIGHT NOW I AM EXHAUSTED AND IN PAIN SO MUCH IN EVERY WAY. I AM SORRY TO GO ON. THIS IS NOT DRAMA, THIS IS REAL LIFE. I DONT HAVE OR CANT HAVE MY HUSBAND ANYMORE. I AM TRYING TO GET BETTER, BUT ITS WORSE AND HURTS SO MUCH. THANKS. I DO LOVE GOD AND I KNOW HE IS WITH ME.
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 22:57:51 +0000
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