HEY again whats going on people I hope you are having a great day. Brynlee is making some more progress she is now at 3 lbs 15 oz I am sure she is at 4 lbs now :) they are going to put her in an open crib tomorrow and she almost ate her whole bottle from her bottle feeding. They said if she finishes one they will add another bottle until we get her up to 8 bottle feedings. I have had some high and lows we try to keep these post informative and light and happy. We are realizing just how lucky we are as well. Some friends we know are not having as easy of a time and we are hoping you guys can pray for them as well. I got pretty emotional on Tuesday for many reasons. First may seem silly to you but the passing of Robin Williams kind of rocked me. It stirred up a ton of emotions of the depression I have experienced as well as the thought of leaving my daughter. I can relate because I know how heavy it can weigh on you being a person who loves to make people laugh yet being so empty inside. People please reach out to anyone and realize you are loved and beautifully made in Christ. And although this has been bad God is sovereign and can use this for good. The other part is hard was sharing this story with my friends and people who watch me on Twitch.tv it was a fun and amazing night people have been supporting me financially through something I like to do for fun! Which is a huge blessing. I lost it and started crying in the middle of my broadcast. I want to hold my baby and love and kiss on here seeing her for 2 hours or 1 hour isnt enough. I know she is in great hands but this separation is killing me I cant imagine how my wife feels. It is frustrating feeling trapped even due to pumping schedules and or driving back and forth from the hospital. I know this is a long post but lastly please pray for our sanity being able to make lemonade with all these lemons :) probably pink lemonade because its auntie Larissas favorite color. Not Brynlees We will continue these post and have an amazing announcement next week.
Posted on: Thu, 14 Aug 2014 05:29:36 +0000
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