Ha I cant believe that I am 31 years old. Im sitting here thinking, just the other day I was playing at the park running through the woods and playing every sport imagined. Better yet remembering my elementary years and all the little stories that came with it lol. Who thinks of the future and whats to come at those ages. Yeah we answered simple questions like what do you want to be when you grow up but you really have no idea nor pay it any mind but with me, i always had this thought and feeling, that I was different. I didnt know how but from the very beginning, that I can remember, I always felt like there was nothing I could not do. As I look back at old pics and really think about the way things went, I never seen myself being a runt, which I was always the smallest but you couldnt tell me anything. I am truly blessed for all that Ive been through and really I probably wouldnt change a thing. Theres things in my life that I didnt like and I dont like but I realize that it all happens for a reason and that was preparing me to be able to withstand and whole strong through whats to come. Last year when I turn 30, I sat down and had an evaluation of myself. A sort of outlook on life and my life. Im guessing this is a normal thing but what I was thinking about, is as a Child we completely have no worries, being taken care of while our minds are practicing exploring in the world of imagination. Being pretentious. Then as a teen We still had no worries just becoming our own person with our own likes and dislikes with responsibilities to imbed structure in our life. Developing. Then in our 20s were thrown out there. Its the time of being on your own and seeing if we kept that structure with the temptations of having fun while we are implementing baby steps of our imagination, in what we see and want ourself doing for the rest of our lives. Applying. Last year, my last day of being 29 I knew, all the games were over, all the preparation and all the thoughts that lay in the back of our minds of, I have time, is over. In that stage I was blessed with many ventures filled with traveling all over the world via music and lifting, fatherhood, struggle, disaster, different experiences of work learning things I never thought I would learn, separation, detachment, clinging to my dreams and imagination, sacrifice, ambition and understanding. See all these things I went through was tough really tough. I had no plans, just like everybody else but I had a vision from the start. All the things we go through and that I went through only made me stronger and made me realize the things that I did do through passion, I got better at and it pushed me beyond my peers in those areas. When I turned 30 I said to myself, its time to put those skills and wisdom to work. The next 9 years will be the hardest working years of my life! Thank you to my family and friends, the mentors that came into my life and seen something special in me, enough to nudge me alone the way. I dont say this that much, especially to the ones closest to me but I Love you all.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 15:34:25 +0000
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