Had a plan to ride along with ruin and just one lie behind my back of some story that I knew and even as so much as felt that was a lie to go off and say to do something that she knew was not going to be on just one day in the week if many of those days she gave and handed me doubt,,,as I stood strong to trust her as I did times before she only returned with more doubt in her heart then she had already before she left and only to try to carry on a whisper of her lie then to my heart on just that one day she rode off finally with the cruel and corrupt,,,,but as that one day passed soon to bring it a fight to go back to hear more of the corrupt and listen to more of the lies and ones who were speaking those lies to her does she take another day of much concern to hearts involved and ruin that day with trying to conceal whispers of lies she was to be speaking behind the heart that was true and to the heart that is true for only to be next to the corrupt again or judge,,blame and whisper lies in screams even to separate form that heart that was the only one in her circle of trust that was true because of efforts and what was built she falls another day in just a bit of time,,,then when the stress of the whispers of her lies she was trying to commit to not only the heart that was true to her for which she listened to from those who brought ruin for greed she committed and hurt her very own heart in process of trying to hold those whispers of doubt,,,lies and corrupt that she rode off with the few days past that she tried to conceal to the only heart in her life that has ever been so true to her in just a weeks time only to get worse afterwards for both hearts involved,,,Then when the whispers of lies,,corrupt,,and ways of corrupt for greed and betrayal to harm not only her heart but the heart that built trust with her and trust of love for her,,she not only longer whispered lies of corrupt she entangled herself she also just went ahead to continue on out of anger for past of the week to go along with as well betraying the heart that had love and trust for her not only to hurt a heart so true to her but try so much then so be it ruin that same heart as she tried to break her own heart in those final days of that week to break the love of the heart which was true and for the actions and whispers of lies from her to break what she doubted for just moments of a single week when it took years of her life as well his to not only build a trust like that ,,but years of past pain,,stumble,,hurt,,mistakes and every thing of years which it takes to finally learn how to and what love truly is,,,,,years of a life to learn and have love all ruined by one week of after just a few months of hard work to build trust with years of all life had to offer only to quit ,,blame,,,make an excuse,,,whisper of lies,,,excuses,,,but not one time anything of the truth or an apology for that heart which went through all of that to build the love and trust but as the other did all of these things to open the door to ruin and the corrupt who brought that ruin to break it all. Not one apology or to OWN anything of being a part in all that went wrong with the few days of plans which were not only saw through but that did not include the heart which was true to her and built all the trust from being nothing of the past years that taught both hearts how to love but at the same time only more whispers and point of blame which she also had claimed she was nothing like nor ever would do because it was not her to ever be the way of not owning up to what she has done wrong but she claimed of one to be who can always forgive and would forgive if the chance existed as it does now,,,well I guess she did everything and whatever it took in one weeks time of struggles and a life time of past pain to not only forgive herself which all of broke and brought ruin to 2 hearts involved, but which two hearts took a lifetime took to build even being separate for years before the few months it took to build that love and trust holding hands and hearts....Not only wont she forgive as she claims in my story but she also within my book I write here to not own up to being honest and saying hey if I did wrong I am sorry but no I blame you for it all,,and then so be it in one weeks times and all of her mistakes and seems to be poor choices maybe not for her own heart but because there were 2 hearts involved in her choices does she carry over to say she has moved on and I forgive you as she promised she would always and as she was going to love me forever with me being the love of her life,,,well Not even being able to owning up to a simple choice of I am with here and now I will no longer be a part of your life anymore,,no she intentionally turns to cause more then enough damage for the other heart to have a time moving forward instead of just going on with where she chose or allowed just one weeks of her whispers to take her.....Oh well to her forgiving me or even herself in this matter,,,she is more then enough surrounded by blame and all she chose to have in her life which broke 2 hearts apart which most likely ends up leaving just one broken forever now so just admitting to her having a broken heart for her actions and mistakes must be enough to be left with because it took years of all what was and anything that even hurt her and taught them what love was to try before to even have the courage again to truly try with love again,,, Now after all of those years of nobody who truly loved her and all they both wnet through in one weeks time of struggles why would she admit that a month of mistakes or struggles be able to break and ruin that without her giving an effort to even so much as to FIX IT or at least say forget it I forgive you move on now.....All words stay silent from her heart and as they would and should because of those whispers of silence to end up having what it is right now...may take a long time to even say hello again to another person who had the truest heart and truest love to her in her life and ever will that she turned to hurt with a few days of mistakes and choices,,anger,,struggles,,,quit,,,but most of all the whispers of lies she listened to and tried to carry on to that heart which truly was true an loved her like no other ever has can or ever will.... Must be crazy and more then enough trying have to live that out never mind being honest and saying hey we just didnt make it we have to go now forever....
Posted on: Wed, 26 Mar 2014 23:44:43 +0000
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