Had an early evenin therapy session. Afterwards, we grabbed some fast food for supper. I was standin in the parkin lot, watchin my family cut up with one another. Their smiles lit up the place. My first thought was something dark, something that no longer serves me. I went right to that place where I could see them bein happy without me and my Crazies. I didnt stay there long. As I watched my mister laugh with our two youngest daughters, I felt myself drawn into that light. I belong to my family and they belong to me. Im a part of that joy, a reason for it even. They wouldnt be the same without me or my Crazies. I have the family Ive always wanted. Ive known that for a long time, but what I figured out tonight is that Im an important part of what makes us whole. So, I went ahead and added another statement to my ever growin list of truths. Im no longer contaminated. It was never my fault. Im safe. Im loved. Good night, friends. I wish you the sweetest dreams. B.
Posted on: Wed, 21 Jan 2015 03:03:05 +0000
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