Had such a fantastic night tonight... not just the gig but I can feel myself finally opening up (without sounding too cheesy). I get very nervous and anxious when it comes to gigs, meeting strangers and people wanting to come and shake my hand and say congratulations after the gig. Even people cheering is a bit overwhelming. First ever gig I played with my old band, I hid behind the other guys for the majority of it. I love throwing myself out of my comfort zone, but at the same time Im desperate to crawl into my shell and hide. I feel like that might all be coming to an end though, very slowly, but I feel more confident and relaxed now and I can enjoy myself a lot more on and off stage at gigs. Not too sure why Im sharing all this on facebook, probably cause its 3am and I cant sleep despite having work in 5 hours. But yeah, things are finally starting to look up :)
Posted on: Sun, 02 Feb 2014 03:07:20 +0000