Had to sat goodbye to Josh again for another month. Its so hard being separated from him, most people have there spouse for at least support, mine belongs to the military and they take first place. Its expecially hard on Paige, she has already asked where he is. She told him his goodbyes and gave him love when walking away she turned around and waved then told him she would see him tomorrow. She worships the ground he walks on and he treats her like a qween. At the end of the day, after all the bull crap we have gone threw, I have to thank him for his many sacrifices that make it so possibly for us to live the life we do and me to live my dreams. Ive been strong threw this all, alot of that based on anger, but now after the many blessings that God and Josh have provided me with I know that the past is behind me, and to be thankful for all I have and look forward to the future. Im guilty of being selfish and see now Im alot luckier then I realized! Heres to the next month going by fast and my health holding up so I can finish Luka out before moving to DC! I would have to say the saddest part of saying goodbye was when we left the car to walk Josh back to formation, Luka raised hell, even got in the front seat with his head out the window howling and crying. People who know Luka know that is extremely unlike him. He never gets in the seats, he never barks when I walk away from the car, there was steak and ribs in the back seat and he didnt even touch them! I joked saying that Luka was yelling to Josh saying hey man you cant leave her like this, shes is rough shape, she needs you to tame these children, and I wanna live inside again!
Posted on: Mon, 31 Mar 2014 00:38:14 +0000
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