Happy Birthday Zayn . 🎈💖 Zayn . I love you . I love you so much . I cant even begin to describe how much I love you . I know youre not even close to ever seeing this but I dont care . Im gonna write this as if you were right in front of me . I just love you so much . Youve Been there for me . Not physically . But through lyrics and videos etc . Honestly , you are just my sunshine . My life source . One of the main reasons to keep living . Live saved me from my darkest times , along with the rest of the boys . Hearing you sing or talk or seeing your beautiful smile , just makes my day so much better . You fill me up with happiness and I love you and Im so grateful for that . Whenever I cry , or when Im wanting to but I dont let myself , I just watch videos of you laughing or talking or smiling . Or something . Something to keep my mind off , bc you make all the bad things go away for a while . You make life seem like it isnt as bad Im convinced of it being . You just make me so happy . I dont think I could ever thank you for all the times you made me smile bigger than even the people around me . I dont think I could thank you for singing such beautiful lyrics . I dont think I could thank you enough for auditioning that day for the X Factor , and becoming apart of One Direction . You or the rest of the boys didnt even see it coming . You never thought youd be this big and I am just so glad I went on YouTube that day , in mid 2012 , to look up the music video to WMYB . There was just something about you that drew me in . I just felt such a connection towards you . Who knew youd be saving my life . Zayn , I just love you . So so so so so so so much . From the way your hair is always on point , the way your tongue goes between your teeth when you laugh , when your eyes crinkle when you smile / laugh . Your tattoos . Your body . Your voice . The sound of your laughter . Your soul . Every single aspect of you is just so perfect to me . And your just flawless and beautiful and complete and utter perfection in my eyes . People think its ridiculous , that I love someone whom I have no chance , whatsoever with . But I dont . Bc loving you and the rest of the boys has gained me so much . New friends, mostly . Internet friends specifically . And I just cant live life without you . You are literally my life source and if you ever disappeared . I just dont know what I would do with my life . There would honestly be no point . Zayn , Im not afraid to say that Im in love with you . Your existence in this world is cherished by many , and Im one of them . You have my heart , although you dont know it . It hurts to know Ill probably never get to say these words to you , but just know that I love you . And I will keep loving you , until the day I take my last breath . And this day , your 22nd birthday , is special . And I really hope you have the best , you deserve it . I love you so much Zayn .. 💖💕
Posted on: Tue, 13 Jan 2015 04:24:43 +0000
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