Have I been thru some shit? Uh…yea! Who hasnt? Im not perfect & dont claim to be but I AM perfect for someone. Ive made my mistakes & will cont to make them but thats how you learn. Ive been loved, been in love & loved with all I have. Ive NEVER compared my relationships but sadly I have been compared. I mean really….who the hell wants to live in somebody elses shadow? Constantly tryin to right all their wrongs? Prove what you have is different? Each relationship should show you what you want/dont, need/dont, deserve/dont; theyre called Lessons Learned, but ONLY if you pay attn. That’d be like movin your ex in the house w/ you & your next. WTH? The past is exactly that so move the f***passed it!! But regardless of the betrayal, confusion, abuse, disappointment & pain, Im NOT jaded by relationships & love. I could sit back, be afraid & hold my heart hostage BCUZ of these things but I’d prob miss out on something perfect…for me! Love cannot be forced, it just happens…accidentally…in a flash…just like that! BAM! & it may be w/ someone that is just as confused abt life & love but hopefully can be figured out together bcuz no one person has all the answers. So yea, at times I can be insecure, at times a mess, I have scars, Im emotional. That also means Im loyal, giving, trustworthy and love with intense passion…Im a beautiful disaster!! I never go into something new anticipating it will fail. Who does that? But I do know that love isnt easy & its not supposed to be bcuz nothing ever WORTH IT is! Love isnt just what you do, its how you feel so I know that with everything my heart has ever felt, I can say I may be a little bent, somewhat damaged & slightly bruised…but Im NOT broken!!
Posted on: Fri, 15 Aug 2014 22:04:52 +0000
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