Have you ever thought about one of your kids 24 hrs a day every - TopicsExpress

Have you ever thought about one of your kids 24 hrs a day every minute second of the day. All day long. Even in your dreams your thinking about about him/her? Where it never stops. No matter how hard you try not to think about them so that you can have a little break from the torment. Probly not right? Thats because you still have your children. Its not normal to Walk around all day long 24/7 every second min of the day and even while your sleeping thinking and thinking about them... well thats what is like when you first lose one of your babies. It never stops. Its called grief. The beginning stage of a lifetime of this awful grief. Memories, sounds, smells, places, people, everthing and anything can trigger you in a second. Your mind gets no break.. they say for some this part of grief never goes away... time will heal they say. Some say thats not true. You just learn to live with it.