Having Dissociative Disorder...is like..having someone wanting to run three bases on you. Or jump you three times in checkers. At least that was the only way I could really cope with it. I always have this pressure on my mind that could maybe be a higher power. I do not exactly how to control my disorder. It is like an oddball of emotions that only really that person knows how to accept. And we find it difficult at times that people think they could relate to us cause it can be a considerable debt to society. Mine in fact seemed like it happened on purpose rather than thinking it was a mistake. I have tried to embrace everything possible! Someone else who is Dissociative could only make things worse or better I feel but usually tend to always end up with strong decisions and therapy uh to anyone really that I come across I do not feel that I can understand them at all it feels like at first. You have to take different steps to sort of result back to your past and embrace what happened. I have been living here and had not had any guts to tell someone exactly what happened until the proof was in the pudding after it feels like I have been an entire business operation. Some would consider that I guess maybe I did have guts with maybe some remorse. It does not feel like I can really do anything myself and then VERY rarely it feels like I can get anything done. I just do not know exactly what it means to be normal and always thought being part of an organization of some sort with people similar to me would be best. After all many of us live in denial. Instead of having regrets sort of pack a punch and use what anything you do hold onto or possess as tender relying information. People have thought that we do not know what is going on with us like we are crazy people. True fact is that the other person can come off noticeable with a same criteria. Which in turn makes situations very awkward for both people I guess. If a unstable level is present it can turn out into an all out war of a 2nd (everything you put together) cause the first render is our self so we almost feel like we are ready for anything. I am not a dog. I feel like a lot many people say that well since we may not understand him we could remain silent. I do not know what is best except for doing what I like. Like is saying my wants, my needs, my necessities, information, study, examination, endurance of all things balanced out in my mind.
Posted on: Fri, 03 Oct 2014 21:55:20 +0000
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