Having Schizoaffective Disorder is a very overwhelming condition to have, but I am now on the recovery. Episodic bouts of this condition leave me with no motivation, unable to barely talk to people, hear voices some that are nasty and suffer from paranoia. My emotions become raw and immature and overpowering and extreme I loose my rational, conscious mind and basically become a person who I cannot recognise anymore. But sometimes the voices can be fun, even like friends, last couple of nights I have been laughing hysterically at the TV watching celebrity Big Brother with the friendly, loving voices in my head. They make me laugh. You might think Im crazy for telling you this status but it is the 21st Century, people should come to accept mental illness, even though they are with more and more frequency. What upsets me is that it stops all my activities and my life is on hold, it also is the fact that I stayed on my medication this time and am surprised that I got the condition relapse again. But it has been more mild this time.
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 08:01:01 +0000
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