Having a little struggle tonight Ive sat in my recliner and looked over into Andrews room so many times and hes just not there. Words cant begin to describe how bad I miss him the past week has really been tough on me Ive looked at picture after picture after picture and it amazes me at the little angel i see. God always has a plan sometimes its what we think and other times its far from the plan we had. Sometimes I think I see his reasons and other times Im just flat out lost. I know little man is so happy and healthy and I am honored knowing he is with Jesus and to think hes probably keeping everyone straight brightens my day but on the other hand the heartache is tough its so hard that hes not here with me I could have done his care forever When I think of the all the friendships prayer warriors strength faith and so much more that Ive gained through all of this its truly amazing to sit back and look at Gods work and the blessings hes passed through us we all have a purpose and reason and that little boy touched more lives than I can imagine for a child to never leave home except to go to the doctor the people he touched the lives hes changed blows my mind Gods amazing love did all that! He was a fighter and he shared Gods work and awesome love for many to see looking back at those pictures and seeing the tears on my face the worry and smiles and glow I know how I did it I did it through and with God thats how I start each day and end each day God carrys me on a daily basis and without him I couldnt do it I am So thankful for his love and strength. Today I met an amazing family and they came a long ways just to meet us and bring a special signed football I cant even begin to tell you how happy I was to meet them and hear there story they were amazing and so sweet and most important their faith was so joyful seeing and hearing Gods love and the work he does for each of us is just simply beautiful to the young man who signed that ball thank you you will never understand how meaningful it is to us and to the precious family who took the time to come all the way here to deliver it thank you thank you for everything Gods work today as well as everyday was priceless and unbelievable It is amazing the lives Andrew touched we are so thankful for each and everyone of you for your love support and prayers you all are very special to us Hope you all have a fantastic night
Posted on: Wed, 05 Nov 2014 01:51:40 +0000
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