Having late night thoughts and distracted by food seems to be my everyday situation. Reading something so plainly obvious that it is aimed towards me really makes me wonder just how bad of a person I am. I have a very difficult time overcoming obstacles in my mind that have been put up by so many misfortunes in the past. Time and time again they were popping up all around. But for once in my life, I feel I have found the key to make them crumble before my very eyes. I find it hard to admit because of my history of bad luck, but I believe that this key is the one I have waited my whole life to find. This is the one unlike any other, the one that triumphs over all. The one that fits perfectly between the tumblers of what plagues me most. As hard as it is to see beyond the unknown, and as much as one may not believe me, I faithfully believe that I have found the one person that I can trust with all that I have, all my secrets and misfortunes. I trust them with my happiness, my security, my honor, my heart, and most importantly, my love. I offer my hands in forgiveness for not having you truly believe in my verbal dissertation, because you mean the world to me. And as a result, I am not afraid no more. No longer shall I doubt the future, or be scared of something that will never happen. Never again will I question the faithfulness and trueness you have to me. I am not afraid for the world to judge me for writing this, but there is nothing else I can think to say at this moment, so early in the morning, than the three words that truly define my waking world: I love you
Posted on: Wed, 14 Aug 2013 07:02:49 +0000