Hello Everyone or should I say Good Night. I was off today and I have been working all day packing and working in the house that I am moving from. It has been five months today that my Mama passed away and unconsciously I think I feel it in my heart and my soul that it is that day. Even though she has been gone these months I have only been in her room maybe 7 or 8 times. It was always so painful to look at the bed where she lay there helpless when I found her and it was the day I never got to hear her voice again. I know I have to move on and I am going to but it is still hard. But with the help of the Lord and family and friends I will make it until the day the Lord calls or comes for me. I will be ready Lord. My son, my daughter and my sweet neighbor was with me today when I went through all of her clothes and and all of her papers and every little thing she had tucked away. Crying through it all they were there to make me smile and remember the best times and try to help me through it. It was still very hard and I will always remember this day. I feel like I threw part of her away or gave it away I mean to say. Her clothes to her favorite second hand stores and some of her stuff to my kids like some of her pictures and my daughter some of her purses and some watches.. I know I had to do it and I will fell better in time because of Gods help... Going to bed now and try to rest some and working tomorrow. Then moving some more stuff and then sat moving the big stuff and then cleaning out the the old house.. May looking at the end of the tunnel and there a little light there. God Bless you all and I love yall...
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 03:10:26 +0000
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