Hello all... Wow... I have been coming to terms with the death of my Honey Dog. I had mentally prepared for this a while as she would have been 16 in June. Her health has steadily declined since late February. She is fine.., I know that, The day she passed I could feel something was different... It was something I had honestly never experienced before. She passed while I made one last run to save her life. I suspect she had waited for me to go. Prior to that I was laying on a blanket on the floor holding her with her neck nuzzled in the crook of my arm. At one point she pulled on my arm with her muzzle as to let me know she wanted me close. A few moments later she pulled away and her spirit just seemed to be detaching from her physical body. I made that one last run knowing that she may pass when I left but she is a tough soul... She fought so many times through adversity. She was a puppy warrior. I love that girl so,,,I am filled with gratitude that she chose me to be her human companion, Some touching notes... When her body was placed in its final resting place by myself, Champion Rodriguez, and the lovely Bridgett Rosato (I love you both)...There were two puppies that joined us. I was so touched by this. As we displaced the earth the puppies played and we chatted. It was a beautiful moment even though my heart ached so much, We finally had a hole large enough for her body and lowered it into the ground. It was so difficult to see the shell of the soul I love so much be put into the earth but there is no other place I would have wanted her body, I treated her body as I would want mine treated,,, Back into the earth to nourish life, When this was complete, I thought to myself that I would love to see the puppies lay on the earth directly above her body... At that moment the earth colored puppy did just that. My spirit felt good... We left and I attended a meeting with a friend. We parted ways and I was moved to drive down to the lake. I sat at the dock and witnessed the most beautiful lightening I have EVER witnessed in my ENTIRE life. The sky was filled with beautifully defined lightening bolts that lasted for hours...HOURS. I have always LOVED lightening. As I sat there I felt this act of nature was just to soothe my soul. I felt HONEY DOGS spirit soothing me. It was at this time I knew that I felt my connection to the universe deepen,,, I felt as one. Her death had exposed to me so many cracks in my foundation, things in my life I needed to work on. This moment gave me the needed strength to push forward and continue to work on myself. I am blessed. I have so much more to write about this and how my relationship with my higher power has deepened but I will share later. Thanks for take the time to read this. I am not going to reread and check this for errors... It is raw and as I intended on the first time. Thank you to everyone that has reached out to me. I love you all.
Posted on: Thu, 15 May 2014 09:45:45 +0000
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