Hello everyone. This is going to be long, but it is easier to get this all out here than to each one of you individual. 1st and most importantly thank you so much for all love support and well wishes and prayers. I cant wrap my head around this at all, but I do know that I am loved and with that it helps so much. My progress, I was released late last night from the Hospital, but not released by any means of care. I came home with a Pic line and it will remain inside of me for at least 3 weeks to a month. I have a nurses coming to my house to help me with that and to do blood readings and keep me straight to TRY to get rid of the infections I have. They are both in my face. And can go right to my brain. Very dangerous to say the least. I have to see an infection disease specialist doctor as well as many more weekly to make sure my infection count starts going the right way. Down. I still have to see my ears nose and throat doctor primary doctor as well as my surgeon. I cant do anything but sit in the house and not lift anything and try not to catch anything going around. Or stress. Lol. I cant work, I cant be away from home and I cant be without my meds. They are using a heavy duty penicillin to try to get rid of the infections but the problem is I have always been allergic to penicillin so I have to have a closer watch on me to make sure that doesnt go bad. So far so good though. I have been on other antibiotics for 6 weeks staright and nothing is working. So with all this being said, it goes with out saying I am extremely depressed, confused, and want my life back. I am not setting blame or even want to talk about blame. As far as I am told my bone Graft and implants failed due to infection and that sometimes happens. Not only do I fell comfort with with support group around me, I also do with the care I have given. I say this just because people have been saying I should be upset and look into what happened. I am upset, but things happen. I dont have any negativity in me now except for wishing I was a different out come. I will keep everyone posted and apologize how long this is, but I wanted it all to come out together and everyone to be in the loop. Even the the loop seems to change from minute to minute this is the latest. Thanks again and please dont feel sorry for me, I am alive and at home and WiLL get better I promise. But, if you happen to feel a little sorry for me swing by and bring me a MT Dew. Not diet please not diet. Thats nasty. Lol xoxoxo
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 20:36:57 +0000
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