Hello family and fb friends. A VERY CLOSE RELATIVE OF MINE HAS ACCUSED ME OF BEING DISRESPECTFUL AND INSULTING TO SOME OF MY YOUNGER FAMILY MEMBERS. I DONT WANNA MENTION HIS NAME SO IMMA CALL HIM ABDULL. HE FEELS THAT MY COMMENTS ABOUT THE OVERALL LACK OF PROGRESS AND SELF-ESTEEM (IE) BUMISM ARE AT BEST AN EXTREME OVER REACTION. OF COURSE I DISAGREE BUT SINCE I KNOW IM NO WHERE NEAR PERFECT I HAVE TO CONSIDER HE MAY BE RIGHT. YOU TELL ME. FIRST OFF, ALTHOUGH MY COMMENTS ARE FUNNY AND SARCASTIC THEY ALWAYS OFFER A SOLID ALTERNATIVE TO THE BUMISM LIFESTYLE. I SAY SOLID BECAUSE IT HAS BEEN PROVEN THROUGH LIFE EXPERIENCE. AT AGE 47 I THINK I HAVE A PRETTY GOOD IDEA WHERE I WENT WRONG AND WHAT I SAY IS MOSTLY BASED ON THAT. THE REST IS BASED ON COMMONSENSE WHICH JUST ISNT THAT COMMON WHEN YOUR IN YOUR 20s. I SHOULD KNOW. I WAS SUPER STUPID AT THAT AGE AND CONTINUE TO SUFFER BECAUSE OF THAT NOW. DONT GET IT TWISTED. I NEVER EVER PRACTICED BUMISM, NOT EVEN WHILE GOIN THROUGH A DRUG ADDICTION, BUT I WAS AN ASSHOLE. I WAS TO COOL FOR SCHOOL. I THOUGHT I WAS A PLAYER AND NO MATTER HOW MUCH POSITIVE INFORMATION OR HELP PEOPLE TRIED TO GIVE ME I THOUGHT I WAS TOO SMART TO ACCEPT IT. I WAS GONNA BE AIGHT. I WAS MONEY MIKE. WELL IM NOT AIGHT. ALMOST EVERY DAY OF MY LIFE IS A STRUGGLE AND I OFTEN WISH I COULDVE HAD SOME OF MY UNCLES AND OLDER FAMILY MEMBERS GIVE ME THE HEADS UP ON WHAT I WAS HEADING TOWARDS. MY FATHER DID TELL ME ONCE THAT LIFE HAD SOMETHIN FOR MY ASS, BUT HE DIDNT EXPAND ON THAT. OH HOW I WISH HE WOULD HAVE EXPANDED ON THAT.I DONT BITE MY TONGUE ABOUT MY PAST AND I ALWAYS USE MYSELF AS AN EXAMPLE, SO AM I WRONG FOR BEING MAD AT THE FACT SOME OF MY YOUNGER FAMILY MEMBERS ARE WORSE OFF THAN I WAS ? AM I WRONG FOR HOLDING OUT HOPE THAT THEY CAN DO BETTER ? AM I WRONG FOR NOT JUST SITTIN AROUND AND TALKIN ABOUT THEM,BUT TRYIN TO TALK TO THEM ? SOMEBODY PLEASE LET ME KNOW. I KNOW THEY MIGHT NOT WANNA HEAR IT, BUT I REALLY THINK THEY NEED TO. I KNOW I NEEDED TO. MY FEELIN IS I KNOW THE LOVE IS TOUGH SOMETIMES BUT ITS STILL LOVE......... PS. THATS JUST ME. WHO EVER DONT WANT THE LOVE JUST LET ME KNOW.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Mar 2014 19:25:22 +0000