Hello friends. Well I am ready to jump off a bridge. There is bad pain in my legs again and last night when I changed my bandages they were filled with neon green drainage. That is a sure sign of Psuedomonas infection so it is back and roaring down the track at me yet again. This is the 10th time I have become infected with the stuff. They just cant seem to kill this stuff! It is the reason they are talking about taking off both of my legs as they have become so colonized with this infection that they may never be able to kill it. Friends I am sitting here in tears. I am soooo tired! I can not keep on like this. Living on antibiotics is not sustainable and can not continue. This stuff is going to kill me! I swear I have no more strength. I can;t explain what it feels like except I am shaky, nauseous, sick feeling, a feeling of confusion, I feel cold all the time and all I can do is sleep. It feels awful and I am so done with it. Even prayers are not working, but I will continue to pray. I would appreciate prayers from you all as well. I dont want to die and I dont want to be a double amputee either. I pray daily they find a cure to kill this stuff. Have a great day my friends and please take care of your health. Ric.
Posted on: Mon, 15 Sep 2014 16:22:52 +0000
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