Here is a raw excerpt from a book :) because you all deserve love, joy and happiness. The book is entitled In between a summer and forever - MGM Villar 20. It was a remarkable age. I was not a year older. But I am no longer a child, still none the wiser. When at 17, I wrecked havoc and painted the town with my sheer naiveté, and at 18 I believed myself to be in love. Then, 19 taught me that life is really tough. I have been disillusioned by the sheltered life I lived. No one has ever told me life is cruel. I only knew there were things I am not allowed to have and things I shouldn’t want. Those suppressed feelings I hid in the darkest corners of my soul; the unexpressed emotions suddenly overwhelmed me. The questions that hovered me for years during my countless sleepless nights demanded answers. But I had no one and nowhere else to run to and the same people who were supposed to love and protect me were the same people who left me scarred. I felt checkmated. Dead end. At 19, I unknowingly lost my desire to confront life, or even a minute will to survive because I thought that the life and the dreams I have were shattered. I am almost willing to trade anything just to feel alive. The flagellations of the sky on my face becomes the solace that hid my unshed tears. Suddenly the world is unclear: Fear, hope, hate and love -becomes synonymous. But then …you walked into my life. My saving grace. Like the warm sunshine, you melted the cold winter of my heart. Like the melody that completed the music my lifeless soul longed to sing. Or like exotic dance my feet never dreamt of dancing. Just like the Santa Ana wind, you blew away all the unnerving ghosts that haunted me day and night. A blank page in my book, you offered a clean slate. And because of you everything I knew about life, relationships and love felt like a lie. I, who had no reason to envy anyone. I, who never wanted for anything in this world. But truth be known, I have never truly loved anyone or felt it from anyone. That was the pathetic life I lived in decked in a façade. No showed me how and I dared not ask. But when I met you, it all became clear to me. I fell in love with life. I fell in love with you. At 20, I never wanted or needed anything in life, so I thought. Until…you happened.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 12:44:04 +0000
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