Here is an excerpt from Forever Blue # 3 Chapter 1 Carter I know I screwed up. I made mistakes—I’m only human. Over the last decade, I may have done some pretty horrible things to the people I love. If you want to get technical about it, it wasn’t entirely all my fault. When you have a gun pointed at your head, you tend to do what you’re told. Although, when I reflect back on my decisions that inevitably influenced in my future, maybe I would have tweaked a few things here and there. I’m the only one who understands why I did what I did. When you love someone as much as I do, you will do everything and anything to protect them. My intentions backfired and now I must live with the repercussions. I have to just get it out in the open and say it: everything in my entire being cannot fathom the woman I’ve loved nearly my entire life marrying another man. After my tragic car accident, Alexa and I reconciled and we promised each other that we’d always remain friends for the sake of our son—but that’s not good enough for me. She may have even told me that nothing would ever be way the way it was when we were young and in love, but I refuse to believe that this is the end for us. After everything we’ve been though together, the child we created, I can’t let her start a life with a man who isn’t me. In less than a month, Alexa Moore will become Mrs. Alexa Moore-Noble, and it nearly makes me sick with dread. I have to say that I’m happy for her. I’m happy that she’s finally found happiness. Half of her life has been pretty shitty, so it gives me some joy to know that she’s going to be well taken care of. If anything, I’m blessed to have a beautiful son with this woman. We all know that if my mother hadn’t done what she had done, we’d be together this very second. Honestly, we would have been together eons ago—but now it seems it’s too late for me to change our fate. I’ve heard all about the wedding plans to Mr. Hunky—Derrick Noble. Personally, I have nothing against him. I’m more than grateful that he was there for her during the tough times that I created. Anyway, Mr. Noble is some big television turned movie star, so there’s no way to avoid the news. The media is all over it, every day and nearly every minute. The two will wed in seclusion with my son and Derrick’s parents as witnesses. Alexa didn’t want a big wedding. She’d done the big wedding thing before. This is to be her second marriage, so she doesn’t want to make a big deal of it. As the days get closer to the wedding, the more I wish I could take back what I did to her all those years ago—the lies, my feign loathing toward her, but what’s done is done. I cannot undo the past.
Posted on: Fri, 27 Jun 2014 20:00:03 +0000
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