Heres a little insight to my life everybody. I was adopted abandoned at a early age by a woman who can give 2 shits about me to a family who divorced 6 yrs later. I have always been afraid of abandonment by anyone who ever came into my life. I met this great woman 12yrs ago who instilled a bit of hope to my future that i will accomplish whatever my dreams were. Then my fear of loosing someone who meant so much to me that i did things that can never be changed ever. Crazy things It was so bad that she got a order of protection against me for 3 yrs. I dont know if i can ever be a happy person like i was before i selfdestructed myself and my relationship with someone who meant everything to me. So much has taken place over the years we lost good friends to death and accidents and stupid fights over nothing relavant. I just want to smile again and just dont know how. The words sorry are never good enough to some people you cant change the past and your past dictates who you are in the future so the saying you cant change your past only change your future is bullshit if people still feel your the same person you were before. All i can say is i have no future without something to gain from my sucess. I am all alone and dont care what tomorrow brings because according to my past nothing will be different its all the same everyday & year. To all those i hurt by my actions im sorry. Yours alone Ross
Posted on: Mon, 02 Sep 2013 23:03:05 +0000
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