Hey baby! Ok, back from the hour break. Got a lot done, and hope you have, too. Am all settled in here, no tv on (again, one of the awesome benefits of our love story that you taught me), no multi-messaging, a quick supper finishing off the leftovers from Christmas Day. I have continued my praying since 7 PM and relaxing in the shower is when I can really clear my head, think, and collect my thoughts for the home stretch tonight of what I hope, is the plenary evening in a WAY too long timeframe of being apart from you. I was going to say away, but I know that transition is still awhile away yet. I just want to be with you again like before, and like you said, we would still be together if things hadnt gone off the rails. I will continue this until around, oh maybe 11 or so, with a big revelation for ya, and when I have to get to bed for church, but as usual, I will keep my phone with me and check in periodically throughout the night, as I did last night, when I saw you online really late and deactivate in the wee hours. I would still love to be the one you talk to at those hours, and God willing after this evenings love dedications, you will allow us to be again. So to start the love session of dedications and more love notes, sprinkled in with some recognizable stickers as you may have seen already that I miss SO terribly, especially the other fox one you said maybe to for our third visit, is a song I dedicated once before, and speaks SO well to how sorry I am for failing you before, your eminent patience, wisdom, and forgiveness, and how as we both know, God DID make us for each other, and even when we try other things out as we have in the past, in the end, WE will end up together, back in each others arms, especially your soft, silky, tanned arms that I love and miss kissing and caressing so much. Im hoping you miss that little gesture too, like you told me in September when you look down at your freckles and think of June and July...Please reconnect us and put our hope back up... I love you baby - until 8:15...xoxoxo https://youtube/watch?v=uGXHWqlH_dc
Posted on: Sun, 28 Dec 2014 00:59:17 +0000