Hey everyone... I have some apologies to make and explanations to give. i know i have been a really shitty crap friend recently or a bit longer then i care to admit. I havent been there when my friends needed me and i havent been there when they wanted me. So many people have played such s huge part in our life and i feel lousy for neglecting you in your times of need. I know it seems like i have been distant whether it be not catching up, replying to messages, sending texts or telling you things. This pregnancy has really taken its toll on me, well on James and Jakson too. I am sorry for neglecting everyone. Im sorry for only thinking about my lil family when so many of you are like my extended family that i have taken for granted. Now to the secret of Pinky. On tuesday i went in for my normal day stay. Her heart rate dropped to the point it wasnt safe for her to be inside anymore. But needed a couple more days to strengthen her lungs. At.this point there were some.pretty high risks thst we needed to discuss with family and doctors x they.told me to go home pack my bags and go straight back to hospital. As i was leaving my house i fell out the front door and broke my ankle. We got to hospital and had to have an ultrasound as.i landed on my not so small belly. Sfter trying to find a heart rste for about 10 mjn and me shitting myself we were relieved. Then the xray confirmed i broke my ankle. The next couple of days were.hard as James and I were still going through the possibilities of issues with Savannah x we decided tgat we would not tell anyobe she was comibg early to give us a chance.to get our head around things and prepare for becoming a family of 4 at shorter tgen expected notice x I had accidently let it slip to someone when i said about mum having to come earlier. I wasnt playing favourites. I wasnt only keeping it from some people and not others. I didnt want evetyibe to worry and fuss over us and especially me with a busted foot. I needed to keep my.BP down to protect Savannah until she was born. I had to do everythibg in my power to keep us safe x im sorry if you felt like it wad personal but it wasnt x i really do love each and everyone of you on my.fb. Savannah and I still are not 100% and i ask that you bear with us while we are on the road to recovery and please dont be offended if i say no to visitors at.the hospital on certain days. We dont know how long we will be in here. But we are strong and hope it wont be for too long. When we are home and in our routine we would love to see you x We hope you understand and forgive i hope you forgive me
Posted on: Sun, 30 Jun 2013 12:16:38 +0000
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