Hey everyone. Wish I had a bright & sunny commentary today on Liams progress, but I do not. Liam is responsive, but very, very weak. Basically, his body is much older than his years. He cannot pass the swallow test yet, so they put in a feeding tube. They cannot get an IV site because of his poor veins, so they will be going to a central line. His body has been through so much. Each step of the way I am being asked how far I want them to go if anything happens. He has told me he is not ready to give up, and that I should push ahead. He wants to get better. He is very alive! He is just trapped in a body that has a voice they cannot hear! Today, this is killing me. Today is my emotional meltdown day. Today is the day I needed my big brother Bill McCabe by my side. Today is the day I had to remind myself repeatedly that they just dont know us...they dont know how we fought to find each other, fought to keep each other, have had nothing but obstacles thrown in front of us every damn step of the way! They just dont know that from the day we met, it has been us against the world. And they just dont know that when I say my husband is going to be ok, Im not a naive, denial kind of girl. When I tell you hes gonna be ok, its because I will make it so. I know what can happen....but I will not dwell in it...because I am too busy giving him the strength he needs to surprise them all.
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 22:14:39 +0000
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