Hey guys, I planned on originally starting up at school and focusing on streaming but as I got into it I realized how much more enjoyable soloQ and NACS/LCS are to me. Even though my first split was very rough and I dont want to just call it quits and give up. I will continue to stream but Im going to put a very active effort on just soloQing off stream, climbing the soloQ ladder, and making my best effort to make it onto either a challenger or LCS team. The stress of deciding what I want to do with my life has been making me bounce back and forth on decisions but I know my gut has always told me to play league and sometimes its like my brain tries to tell me that I cant. NACS/LCS to me are really once in a lifetime opportunities and I dont want to let them pass me by. School will be around after Im done and I feel like... idk this is cheesy to say but like a fire has been reignited. I tried focusing on just streaming and doing school but I really felt... hollow at the end of the day. Competitive LoL actually makes me REALLY happy, no matter how much it can suck to have bad games, the feeling of winning an LCS game and filling your role on a team is very surreal. If I cant make it back to a challenger team or LCS team oh well. At least I can say I tried my best. Even though my first split didnt work out for me too well there is still so much potential to do more. Sorry to everyone for being so back and forth / indecisive. Im very quick to try new things but also very quick to realize that these things arent for me. I can do lessons, I can do school, I can focus on just streaming but these things dont make me as happy as playing competitively. I have this huge drive to just get better and when I can see myself improving, whether its winning a soloQ game, a NACS match with C9T, or an LCS match with TSM I just feel happy.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 05:23:20 +0000
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